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Love rhymes with hideous car wrek- blood brothers |
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rhymes with pity now.
fuck, i love that song.
i can play it on guitar, baby.
i'm sick && CATS is over
i miss it, yeah, i miss the pressure.
but it's kindof nice.
i went to school in the afternoon today, and it wasn't worth it.
i totally forgot i only had photo then spare.
hahah.
uhm, i got lots of compliments today, wtf.
'your skin looks mega clear.'
'you're wearing your blush so nicely.'
'you look sharp today.'
'nice tights x2'
'you look so pretty today.'
like whoa, weird much?
it's been good so far.
him.
ho.
him.
ho
party on friday.
sike.
hahahaha
k, here's some pics i took yesterday that i like
i bought the hat at EMPIRE, huge sale, for 5 bucks.
when i walked in the door wearing it my granma was like
"you cant wear that, that's a baby hat."
"yes i can, i bought it, so im wearing it.'
'well you must have been in the wrong department store.'
hahha.
oh god, i'm sick.
here are the pictures.
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[05 Dec 2004|05:37pm] |
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fdsfdfsfddsf
fuck you, you fucking piece of shit computer.
that deleted like my page of writing.
fuck
i cant take it anymore
i'm so stressed out
tomorrow the play CATS, starts
we do seven shows in five days.
i have to go in at 8:15, an hour before school starts to do a science test, i missed the unit so i dont know anything.
i have a math test i didnt know about, so im screwed on that too.
and i have eight graphs, that need to be labeled, colored, rough drafted and good coppied, neat, and done by tomorrow.
i've already had an extension since wednesday, cause of stress build up.
i feel like im gonna explode
or rip my scalp apart.
and by the looks of the white flakes everywhere
i think i have.
yeah, ew, i know.
i have a nervous habbit where i scratch at my scalp subconsciously, basically until it bleeds.
i used to only have two spots
now i have... like four?
i know.
stop
alex
calm down
everyone goes through this
but this. this is way too much.
i cant deal with it right now.
i can't even think right now.
i have spanish homework, fuck that. i wont do it. i dont have time.
i'm taking like a 20 minute break, because i've been working on the graphs
and i cant think anymore.
i always do this to myself.
ah.
i want to cry.
wow, i already am
ahaha, thats kindof funny. i didnt notice until i rubbed my eye, and it was wet.
good job alex
way to break down again
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[02 Dec 2004|05:06pm] |
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Good Charoltte- I just want to live (hahahaha) |
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I should really be hitting myself, because of what I'm listening to.
But baby, I really like the chorus and guitar riff of this song, haha.
YEAH.
GC FOR FUCKING LYFE.
I AM SO PUNK RAWK!!@!2111
omg.
No.
Uhm, my hands are really cold.
Today, my mom let me sleep into 12, so I missed Photo,spare, and science.
But that's okay, cause I need my rest for the upcoming CATS show
If you want details, just as me kay?
Well, uhm, math and spanish was fine I guess.
Except for annoying Quinn, in my Spanish.
He sits behind me, and kept rubbing my back, and touching me until eli was like 'QUINN, DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH HER AGAIN. I MEAN IT.' Then hit him.
Haha.
Uhm, I wore a skirt and fishnets and ugg boots, not the trendy ones, they're actually really nice.
And quinn sat beside me for this spanish movie on CHILE, where Ms. Reyes is from.
Yeah, we already watched it once, but she insisted we watch it again.
Sigh.
So, quinn, starts stroking my legs.
Ew.
And then goes 'So what are you doing on the weekend?'
Haha, it was kindof cute, I guess.
He asked for my email, so I gave it to him.
He also asked for Eli's?
Hhahaahah.
AND ELI, being so cunning, hands him a piece of paper that says: Pretty_Puppy69@hotmail.com
Oh eli, you sonofagun.
Oh yea, during Spanish Eli asked me what I would name a Unicorn if I had one.
Eli said he'd name his Sparkles.
And I said Uni. But I really didn't mean it.
He almost got mad at me so, so I laughed.
No way was I gonna name my Unicorn such a dumb name.
I'd name him Corneleous.
He seemed to like that one a little better.
So spanish goes on,
and then school ends.
and Hannah and Angie and I walk to my house.
And then, half way through, I don't even know how we get onto this subject.
But we start talking about how Kourtney (the music director for the play CATS) pushes all our buttons.
And not in a good way.
And so I was like, 'what if you guys walked in on him playing a keyboard like machine (cause he plays the piano) that had a sign on it that said 'Alex's buttons.' Hahahah.
And then I started doing some weird button-pushing motions.
Eee.
My elbow hurts.
And i don't feel like boring myself anymore.
Uhm, tomorrow I have musical theatre at 8:15
and my science teacher wants me to come write a science test then, but musical theatre is more important
yeah, so i care more about acting and singing then science
haha.
uhm,
okay
byebyebyebyebe
xoxoxoxozxkdhsjfdhs
ea yea yea
yea yea
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| I DON'T WANT TO BE A CAT NO MORE |
[01 Dec 2004|09:27pm] |
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Tegan and Sara- I wouldn't like me |
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I wouldn't like me if I were me;;
Actually, I probably would.
hahahaha.
okay,
so rehersal from 2:00-7:50 at night
fuck.
i dont like this.
friday we have a dress and tech til 9 at night.
and then monday the show starts
and ends on friday
eee.
saturday i get to see good people
steven, woo.
uhm, my head really hurts.
a lot.
and i dyed a streak of black in my hair
along with some red.
meh
here's a picture i really like
i dont feel like writing anymore
not today
no
xoxo
merry close to christmas.
<3
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[29 Nov 2004|09:22pm] |
omgomg.
to kiss
or not to kiss
hahaha
jay kay
that is not the question
duh
here's a picture i really like
bitchez
<3
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[28 Nov 2004|03:10pm] |
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okay
so
dally hates me now for some reason?
And I can't figure out why,
and now i'm off his buddy list
and fuck i'm upset.
GraveyardRomance: you suck and i hate you. alot.
Kill The Rock x: :o
GraveyardRomance: youre off my buddy list.
GraveyardRomance: i hate you.
GraveyardRomance: bye.
Kill The Rock x: what the heck. ;[
GraveyardRomance: the post in my live journal
GraveyardRomance: bitch
Kill The Rock x: ;O
Kill The Rock x: what!
what.
i just
dont get
it
screw me.
i suck
whatever
bye ;;;;xxsldksfsd
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| HOLY SHIT. REUNITEE |
[27 Nov 2004|03:58pm] |
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Yeah, bitchez n' hoes.
i haven't written on here, since the summertime.
ah what a sloppy motherfucker i am.
yea, well lets see if i can write more now.
today was a bit frusterating
with my mom in her bad cleaning mood and all, and my sassyness.
oh well, tonight there is a party at 10;; so i cant fucking wait.
yesterday was mr.ridlee's partytypething, even though his birthday isn't the day before christmas.
hannah and i met e...SIKE, HANNAH JUST SIGNED ON.
okay, back to the story.
we met evan and greg at phibbs, to go to ridlee's play.
uhm, and on the way, the bus smelt like fish.
damn, hannah's got to close her legs.
uhm, then this big truck smashed into a power line and we all saw it and everyone laughed in the buss.
haha, we went and watched r's play.
it was good.
then went to pizza.
walked around downtown.
and played cops and robbers.
greg and i are PUSSY CATZ cause of our hoodies.
I'm pussy, he's catz.
we're hxc.
hahaha.
that's all.
i hate wwriting
cause i'm really boring
aighttt nigz.
haha, here is this quiz.
i don't like what he does to tell me he loves me.
but thats okay.
<3
<3
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| I love SummerTime |
[15 Aug 2004|05:40pm] |
I had a very enjoyable time.
Thank you Stevenpuppy, Cody, and Garret. <3333!!
So Steven's my puppy, Cody's my little emo boy *see his arm* and Garret's my teddy!
Ahaha, I had a very good time, downtown, even though it was very hot.
I think I will force them to hang out with me again, soon.
AND THREE DAYS BEFORE SOMETHING BIG HAPPENS.
THREE.
SJHSDJHD
FYCK YES!
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| I WANT TO HURT YOU. GHOST: YOU CAN'T CAUSE I'M ALREADY DEAD. |
[14 Aug 2004|04:47pm] |
K
I'm sore from the show last night
and the shower didn't soothe anything
HANNAH GETS BACK TODAY.
I FUCKING MISSED HER LIKE FUCK
hxc, i know.
k, well, i'm off to do my hair.
and i'm fucking nervous about tomorrow
sheeit.
djkfsds
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| DABA DABA DOO |
[12 Aug 2004|01:43pm] |
Okkk.
So, I got up at 1:17 and went to the bathroom.
Cleaned the toothpaste off my face, cause y'know it's supposed to help with zits.
I'm pretty zitty
fat
and teenagelike
haha
KATI CALLED WHILE I WAS IN THE BATHROOM, so I just put a towel on and took the call.
How nice am I?
Hmm.
She's coming at 2:15 and we're gonna paint little pictures on the walls of my bedroom.
Interesting?
Tres!
Hm.
Friday:show
Saturday:nothing
Sunday: meeting with steven
aye yii yii.
I donno what to do with myself.
AND THEN NEXT WEDNESDAY.
Ohh man, that's gonna be good then.
but I ain't gonna tell you all why.
you'll just have to see.
mwa mwa
my tummy hurts.
oh, and I have nothing to wear
truthfully-nothing.
instert: sad, whiney face here
kbye
<3
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[11 Aug 2004|08:15pm] |
I will show you kids some pictures,
just cause I am so hot.
<3
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| DONNIE IS MY GODESS. |
[11 Aug 2004|07:45pm] |
K
I'm grumpy.
But notice this nice layout?
WELL DONNIE DID IT
aka secretxemotions
mmmmmmm
BUT I'M STILL GRUMPY
AND PMS'LL
AND FAT
AND ZITTY
AND OH, I'M MEETING STEVEN AND CODY AND GARRET ON SUNDAY
AND I'M GOING TO A SHOW AND SUSHI ON FRIDAY.
well, sushi and then a show
and Sofie and Larissa are sleeping over.
BANG?
<3
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[11 Aug 2004|06:51pm] |
OMG
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A BIT
FUCK OFF.
HAHASHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
IT'S TOO HOT
AND I HAVE A SURPRISE, IF YOU SEE ME NEXT SATURDAY AT SEYLYNN
AND BIG SURPRISE.
BE THERE.
BITHCHES.
<3
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| OH NO |
[08 Aug 2004|05:29pm] |
Ok.
I'M SO WOW'D RIGHT NOW.
I WOKE UP AT FOUR.
YEA, FOUR PM.
OH
MY
GOD.
Anyway, thennnn I had a nice long shower, and did my hair.
I'm alone, which sucks.
My two best friends are gone.
One for a week, the other til tuesday.
wah
i'm so alone.
Mm.
Last night's show SUCKED.
I mean, it was for a good charity, but they preached about stuff inbetween...ick
And it all sounded the same.
And there was throw down, which was funny.
They all sounded the same, they being the bands.
And I guess they all brought their little crew of throwdowners.
It was entertaining, so whatever.
Last song, last band was good.
The skankers were taking over the pit, and it was funny watching the throwdowners see that.
I skanked my own little skank dance at the end.
It was fun
Then Hannah and Angie slept over.
And we watched some sex shows.
it was sure fun.
hahaha.
they went upstairs, and I followed about 30 mins later
we talked about break ups and stuff, then cuddled with hannah cause she's leaving for a film camp for a week.
mm, what else..
Hannah left about 9:30 I'm guessing, cause I heard her and Angie talking and angie was saying...
"HANNAH. IT'S ONLY 7:30, go back to sleep."
haha,
and I said..."SHUT UP."
And then she left, but came back cause she forgot her socks, which I gave her.
They had monkies on them.
Then angie left before eleven.
And then when I woke up, I was so groggy, and I checked the time.
and it was four.
asjhajs
fuck.
my day is so dead.
not like I had anything else to do, though, my friends are gone.
haha, i'm such a loner, shut the hell up.
maybe i will try to get Amra to do something with me.
And gallia.
ah, i dunno.
I'm hungry.
and there's nothing to eat.
;[ wah?
<3
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| DO IT |
[07 Aug 2004|02:57pm] |
DONNIE, YOU BEETCH
FIX MY LJ AND MAKE IT COOL.
LIKE YOURS.
NOW,
kthx.
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| 'Combat baby, come back to me.' |
[07 Aug 2004|12:18pm] |
K
uh
I KNOW THIS IS SOON.
But I think I'll take some pictures.
Yea
And then I'll put 'em on here, for you guys
rad?
yea
Bye, bye, bye, bye, byeeeeeeeeee, baby.
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What did I do today?
I went to bed last night at 4:14 AM,
God, I do NOT know how I did it considering the day before I went to sleep at 6:30 AM.
AHHH.
Haha, I'm terrible.
Yeah and HARDCORE. HAHAHA IN YO' FACES, FOO'S.
Uhmm, and then my brother woke me up at 10:30.
EW.
10:30! I usually don't even toss and turn at those digits, in the morning.
Anyway, I pulled my half-asleep self into the bathroom and cleaned until I could see my reflection in the sink and toilet bowl.
Then I went to my parents room-where I was sleeping, and changed the sheets and pillow cases and then made the bed.
Theeennn, I went downstairs and put away some dishes away into the dishwasher, then cleaned that area off.
Next, I moved on to the entrance place, and put all the shoes away nicely, picked up some of my stuff.
Then:
I took the vaccuum downstairs, and cleaned up his and my computer area.
AND SOON, I HAVE TO DO LAUNDRY.
My dad will be home soon, and I hope he is proud with my cleaning.
Mm.
Later tonight, I'm guessing around 6:30 PM is a Seylynn show. WOO WOO.
Seylynn Hall. 605 Mountain Highway, North Vancouver, BC.
ALL-AGES!
$7. Doors at 7:00 pm, show starts at 7:00 pm.
A benefit show for The Cedars, a drug addiction support, treatment, and recovery centre for young women in New Westminster.
Information: mattsmith34@hotmail.com.
A Benefit for The Cedars...
From Vancouver, on Bridge Nine Records... Blue Monday.
From Bellingham/Vancouver... Shook Ones.
Bellingham hardcore... Sober Unit.
Plus newcomers... Break The Chain.
I am excited for that, cause I love shows.
But hmm...Whatever shall I wear?
<3
ta for now, lovies.
PS- I'm tired of being alone. Anyone wanna like, adopt me into their life?
Love-life?
Haha.
PLEASE?
;O
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